saddness
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Joined: September 28 2005, 10:17 |
The years lengthen but this feeling of loss remains |
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This year I dreaded 25th February because it marked a full five years since my darling Gran died. As the date got nearer my heart seemed to to feel heavier and I felt so very tired. The 25th was a Wednesday, the same actual day she died on, I thought of many,many different things I could do, places I could visit, but in the end, I bought flowers and went to her grave. I took my baby son for the first time, as he sat playing, the sun came out and peace seemed to fill the air. there was no-one else visiting the churchyard, just me and my baby. As I arranged her flowers, I felt her love engulf me. Her tender love was everywhere. Although I cried all the way home, I knew I would be able to carry on, paste a smile on my face and pretend all was well. She is beyond my reach, I miss her so much it hurts and is likely to always hurt, she was my guiding light. I know she still guides me but I still miss her smile, her beautiful green eyes and her warm arms. I will miss her all the days of my life and I will love her forever.
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saddness
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Posted on: 28-03-09 22:48:34
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